Spring Fever.

I know it's too early for spring fever.. but I have it! This weather is invigorating and I LOVE IT! Its my fave... sunny, calm and 60's.. heard maybe the low 70's this weekend. So, we all have certain feelings that arise with different seasons. I love the spring.. it's all about coming out of our shells and starting anew for the year. I do love the beginning of a new year. Mentally, I do feel recharged right at the beginning of a new year. I know it's in my head, but that's okay.. it's real to me! And yes, January 1 is gooood.. I love that. But, the spring is when it really starts b/c we can get out and just engage in the world again (I hate the cold). So, I am well aware that winter hasnt even technically begun.. I have a few months. But, I am thankful for weeks like these that are sprinkled in throughout the year. It gets me excited about what's to come!

I don't know about ya'll, but I am ready for a new year. I feel like this year was one big holding pattern. And as I wrap up this year.. yes, I have learned a lot and there has been some serious goodness and growth lately, still.. I am ready for the freshness of a totally new year. I am excited to see what God has for me and Jake! I've never started a new year without being in complete bondage to some kind of drama or personal issue. Right now, I am vulnerable and raw.. and open and just free.. and letting God lead. It's new territory and the fear subsides more each week and excitement is replacing my reluctance. How cool is that? That's so a God thing.

I just ask for your prayers in the coming weeks as I do my 2nd Christmas without mom.. and start this new teaching program. It looks like a lot of work and balancing w/ my schedule!

Random un-p.c. question of the day: Why are elderly people really mean/bitter or complete sweethearts? Not much middle ground. (had a long day at work....)